It is What I think. So why do I feel so gulty?
March 03, 2004, 11:09 AM

For the past few months My Brother has been undergoing tests. They are now complete and it has be decided that Hiscancer has relapsed. He will be going through chemotherapy in Waterloo for the next six weeks and then He will be returning to Calgary for the next stage of treatment.

He was in remission for 9 months, now he is moving home sometime in april, and more then likey will stay west for a long time, at least 6-9 months at least. I feel put out by all this, I know what an awful thing to say. But I have gotten use to this set up of the way thing go. I mean Allanon is this HUGE part of my life now, and he has never been with my brother. Allanon and I started going out after my Brother left home to go to university, and now my brother is coming home semi-permantly. Everything that this says to me, makes me uncomfortable.

Also my Grandmother (who is in her late 60's) has been given less then 4 months to live.

I had to make a very big very tough decision in my life on sunday.

So since it's only wednesday this week has not been the highlight of my life to say the least.

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