I hate feeling all alone.
April 25, 2005, 6:58 AM

I don't feel like writing right now. Yet I have too ... kind of.

One of the thing that I have been wondering is just how honest I should be here. I feel like I could be as honest as I need to be. However, I have this thing about making sure that what I do doesn't hurt others. So even if I thought I could be honest I'm not sure I would. I know that this is not a new topic people that keep online diaries do this all the time. What can I say it has been on my mind.

That said doesn't if feel sad when you realize somthing that you have been doing that makes you "happy" (sorry I'm having issues with my vocab right now) you are/have been doing entirerly for someone esles bennifit? I know it's making me feel like that.

Oh the other thing I hate is when you, don't really like yourself and, find a few things that make you happy yet feel ashamed to share the things you like with other people. beacsue when you do share your thoughts about things that make you happy, everyone else puts them down. I just want to share my inperations.

Fee-line one happy little fee-line one sad and angry fee-line and one with the bluuuuues .... fee-line now I'm going fad out ....

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