I Don't Want To
October 24, 2002, 12:41 PM

"Aim low, kids--so low that no one will even notice when you fail." --Marge Simpson





"" That's right, I have no want/will/urge/hope/wish etc etc to write in this POS anymore.

Well it's not really a POS in fact I'm quite proud of my little webspace here, I have put a lot of who I am and what I want into, not only the entries but the layout and design. I have just given up on writing. I don't think it's helping and I want way to much out of this diary, I want tons of people to read it (like many other diaries I've seen), I want input and feedback into what I write. This is part of the reason I wanted an on-line diary in the first place. It really helps me to get other opinions on the things I put down here. I meen, I use to let (read:wish/hope/make) people read my paper diary just so I could see their reactions. I want to have fun with this page, I want to get recognision for the work I have done on the HTML etc. I guess that's why I really like to get reviwed, but at the smae time I have to fix tons ofthing 'cause I'm so scared of getting a poor review. I get slandered so much for the work I do in real life. I just want somthing that I'm really proud of and have REALLY put effort into, to be good, or to have people 'admire' it.

It seems once again I'm setting my hopes to high and I'm getting vastly dissapointed.

Later Days,
Blaze

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