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Odd Cyber
November 20, 2002, 11:41 PM

Ok well I was just on-line, updating, reading other peoples diaries, e-mails, thinking about bed... you know the general stuff that one does when they get onto the net. Anyway this random weirdo asks me to Cyber or so I thought, the this convo happened

Session Start (Yahoo! - dusk_1216:nj520530):
Wed Nov 20 23:23:48 2002

nj520530: DO you want sex?
dusk_1216: right now?
nj520530: Okay?
nj520530: Or whenever?
nj520530: we can always meet
nj520530: like in the library
dusk_1216: sure I'll call my boyfriend up and he and I will have sex! thanks for the idea
nj520530: don't you want to try with someone else?
nj520530: I won't tell
dusk_1216: why would I?
nj520530: I am pretty good looking
dusk_1216: so? does that matter?
nj520530: Why not?
nj520530: yes you are right
dusk_1216: I don't love you
nj520530: oh
nj520530: okay
dusk_1216: you need to be in love to make love
nj520530: okay
nj520530: well I don't want to force you. think about it okay
dusk_1216: I don't need to. I will never happen
nj520530: Maybe one day you will realize just as I have
dusk_1216: what are you talking about?
nj520530: I was young once too you know
nj520530: When you hit 24 you know
dusk_1216: what does that meen?
nj520530: I thought the same way at your age
nj520530: man was I stupid
dusk_1216: oh?
dusk_1216: whats stupid about the way I think?
nj520530: no the way I think before, one woman
nj520530: one woman
nj520530: then that woman leaves
nj520530: all is happening to my friends
dusk_1216: well my 3 year relasionship seems to be going well, sooooo
nj520530: at the same time?
nj520530: wow your cool
nj520530: live it girl
nj520530: don't be afraid when you get old you got to get married
dusk_1216: Yes I met my BF 3 years ago and we are still in love, with no end in sight
nj520530: all this stuff
dusk_1216: I want to get married some day
dusk_1216: whats bad about that
nj520530: not too soon okay
nj520530: Lots of problems
nj520530: lots
nj520530: many
nj520530: babies, finance
nj520530: , sex
nj520530: lots of problem
dusk_1216: I'm only 19, it'll be a while
nj520530: Why wait with one guy for another 3 years?
nj520530: or 4
nj520530: try you will never know
nj520530: anyway no pushin allowed
nj520530: you do whatever you want okay
nj520530: bye
dusk_1216: ok bye

Sorry if the coding was messed up on that. I'm really to tried right now. Anyway so it was an odd convo. and it made me think a bit about, love, sex and the dopeyness of others... but I guess it was his opiionis so it's not dopey to him, or he wanted me bad.... hmmmmm.... well I'll let the though sit for the night, and I'll coment on it tomorrow.

Later Days,
Blaze

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