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I Hate All Of You
February 15, 2004, 4:41 PM
Bitter, angry, lost, thinking that I am say some nasty things soon in hot blood. Other then that I cannot really complain
Oh issues with my diary
Not quite, issues with *certain people* reading my diary And being cryptic about tell me Then I am stuck Cause I want to bitch about them However, I being who I am cannot hurt anyone In addition, I have made my page my home Therefore, it would hurt to lock up In addition, I.... GRRRR
*hugs*
Make a separate diary thingy, just for ranting
And lock that one
That defeats the purpose ... too me I mean why I should have to change and find a new place just as not to maybe hurt someone
I do not like that idea
*Yaa I guess your right
On the other hand, you could give them a fake name or something and not explain the situation...just sort...ok maybe not
......Wow that blows
Yeah can you see why I am so upset?
ohh yaa, that really sucks
I mean its *certain people* reading things
Ohm dear, that is definitely not good
And *certain people*
So who knows?
However, neither of them has told me they are reading it, but I got a note form *certain people* and they closed with *stuff that lead me to believe they are reading when they shouldn�t be*
I want to say FUCK YOU ALL I will write what I want
However, the last time I did that, things got very yucky
That whole Nik and Mawce (et al) and the Halloween mess
Ohh yaa...that was somewhat yucky
However, I was just ranting my OWN stuff, I even said in the entry that this is my own entire mind I do not speak for anything else
However, no one respects my mind
I am not allowed to live in the world that used to make me happy
Now I cannot die in the real world and I cannot live in my world
I feel like I'm either going to cave and hide forever, or exploded and destroy everything
I am thinking of writing a new disclaimer
However, I do not know if it will help
You should write the disclaimer and if anyone tells, you off you can just say I told you so, or serves you right kind of thing
I guess
However, I do have a disclaimer now
In addition, that did not help with the Halloween thingy
You tell me that I am not to kill myself and then you will not let me live my life.
So I cannot die and you will not let me live....
SO WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!!?!?!?!?!?
WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME!?!?!?!?
You are destroying me � soon I will have no place left
I hate everyone that is making me feel this way � I hope you rot in your own personal torment
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