I know all the answers
July 08, 2004, 7:59 AM

I know what I feel
Well that is crap I haven't a clue what I'm really feeling. All I know is that it's a unfun feeling and it has me by the roots

I know why I'm doing this
again more lies, if I knew then I could start to stop

it feels like I should have all the answers, but all I do know right now is that I feel so alone, I can only really talk to Allanon and he isn't around. I haven't told anyone else the real me, and so when I get like this I feel so lost. people say I can talk to them, but I can't, I don't know how to do it, it scares me.

I'm so full of fear right now. I'm not sure if I want to cut or if I just don't know how to cope with my feelings.

I just wish I had a map

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